When

you fck up, he expects it to end like that; when he fcks up, he thinks a mear sorry can fix it, let alone a given second chance. When he tries, it's ALWAYS  gonna be ok. When you try, all you get is a foot to the face, or a fuck you in your confidence.Buuuuuut, like the low loser you are, you still get up and get your ass back in the game. only to be shown out of it. mear desires, like this one so, is pointless; you can spend hours on end trying to fix-it, decipher it, and venting about it. even if the whole situation takes no more than a days worth.. Simple actions like so, make you vulnerable to things that you might not be ready for, like hearing the truth; hearing the truth is like a punch in the face, hearing a truth you know is a lie, is a kick to the stomach. but having to  leave someone whom you care a lot about of AND not saying good-bye, Plus alone being forced out on.. is a bullet through every limb, joint, bone & organ through your body.

"I don't get it, what made it like this, __ should understand" 

"Pointless blogs, won't solve anything" ; "but since when does anything pointless do?" -JMVI >;]

i know you know who you are, you loaded the bullet, and took every shot; even until now, you don't have the decency to look at me.